In Too Deep by Amanda Grace

Author:Amanda Grace
Language: eng
Format: mobi, epub
Tags: teen, teen fiction, young adult, rumors, relationships, angst, self-discovery, Fiction, Romance, abuse, teenager, drama, rape
ISBN: 9780738730073
Publisher: Flux
Published: 2012-02-01T09:56:25+00:00

Twelve

After the movie, I’m back at home, curled up in my chair with the same blank notebook, feeling lower than ever. I’ve put it off for another day. How could I have told him, though? When he chose me over beautiful, exotic Reyna?

I could never be what she is: pretty and outgoing. I’m always going to be stuck in this too-skinny body with too-frizzy curls and too-narrow eyes. I don’t deserve him. Our friendship is strong; it could survive a lot. But I don’t know if it could survive this. Nick would never let me ruin Carter like I am and then just … forgive me.

Maybe I shouldn’t tell him. Maybe I shouldn’t tell

anyone.

I close my eyes and heave a deep breath. Of course I will tell the truth.

I pick up a pen and lean forward, staring at the doodles and blank lines on the pages of the notebook.

Words used to come easily to me. Even before I knew I wanted to be a writer for a living, I was already a writer. The words would flow the second I put the pen on the paper.

But tonight …

Nothing happens. I’m empty of words, of stories, of anything. I’m as empty as the page in front of me. I groan and throw the pen across the room. How can I be a professional writer when … I can’t seem to write?

I click on my Facebook bookmark, glancing up at the calendar pinned over my desk. Four days until graduation. Four days until I tell my dad where I’m going to college.

When I look back at the screen, I can’t help but recoil, sit way back in my chair. My whole page is filled with messages, and a bubble tells me I have seven private messages, too.

Tracey: *Hugs*. Hope you’re okay.

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